Me time or sleep time?

I'm learning to choose scrapping over sleeping.. not sure that's a good choice but it's a need for me at the moment.

here's my 2/3 journaling from www.shimelle.com (clockwise around pictures):

About Holding Keagan
After you cried when I first said no
During your attempts to quiet him
About the time you tried to shove him off
In the moment you had second thoughts